{"id":1310,"date":"2023-04-01T04:38:21","date_gmt":"2023-04-01T04:38:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.wordpress.com\/?p=1310"},"modified":"2023-04-01T04:38:21","modified_gmt":"2023-04-01T04:38:21","slug":"of-crushes-and-celebrities","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/?p=1310","title":{"rendered":"Of Crushes and Celebrities"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div><p id=\"pvc_stats_1310\" class=\"pvc_stats total_only  \" data-element-id=\"1310\" style=\"\"><i class=\"pvc-stats-icon small\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><svg xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" version=\"1.0\" viewBox=\"0 0 502 315\" preserveAspectRatio=\"xMidYMid meet\"><g transform=\"translate(0,332) scale(0.1,-0.1)\" fill=\"\" stroke=\"none\"><path d=\"M2394 3279 l-29 -30 -3 -207 c-2 -182 0 -211 15 -242 39 -76 157 -76 196 0 15 31 17 60 15 243 l-3 209 -33 29 c-26 23 -41 29 -80 29 -41 0 -53 -5 -78 -31z\"\/><path d=\"M3085 3251 c-45 -19 -58 -50 -96 -229 -47 -217 -49 -260 -13 -295 52 -53 146 -42 177 20 16 31 87 366 87 410 0 70 -86 122 -155 94z\"\/><path d=\"M1751 3234 c-13 -9 -29 -31 -37 -50 -12 -29 -10 -49 21 -204 19 -94 39 -189 45 -210 14 -50 54 -80 110 -80 34 0 48 6 76 34 21 21 34 44 34 59 0 14 -18 113 -40 219 -37 178 -43 195 -70 221 -36 32 -101 37 -139 11z\"\/><path d=\"M1163 3073 c-36 -7 -73 -59 -73 -102 0 -56 133 -378 171 -413 34 -32 83 -37 129 -13 70 36 67 87 -16 290 -86 209 -89 214 -129 231 -35 14 -42 15 -82 7z\"\/><path d=\"M3689 3066 c-15 -9 -33 -30 -42 -48 -48 -103 -147 -355 -147 -375 0 -98 131 -148 192 -74 13 15 57 108 97 206 80 196 84 226 37 273 -30 30 -99 39 -137 18z\"\/><path d=\"M583 2784 c-38 -19 -67 -74 -58 -113 9 -42 211 -354 242 -373 16 -10 45 -18 66 -18 51 0 107 52 107 100 0 39 -1 41 -124 234 -80 126 -108 162 -133 173 -41 17 -61 16 -100 -3z\"\/><path d=\"M4250 2784 c-14 -9 -74 -91 -133 -183 -95 -150 -107 -173 -107 -213 0 -55 33 -94 87 -104 67 -13 90 8 211 198 130 202 137 225 78 284 -27 27 -42 34 -72 34 -22 0 -50 -8 -64 -16z\"\/><path d=\"M2275 2693 c-553 -48 -1095 -270 -1585 -649 -135 -104 -459 -423 -483 -476 -23 -49 -22 -139 2 -186 73 -142 361 -457 571 -626 285 -228 642 -407 990 -497 242 -63 336 -73 660 -74 310 0 370 5 595 52 535 111 1045 392 1455 803 122 121 250 273 275 326 19 41 19 137 0 174 -41 79 -309 363 -465 492 -447 370 -946 591 -1479 653 -113 14 -422 18 -536 8z m395 -428 c171 -34 330 -124 456 -258 112 -119 167 -219 211 -378 27 -96 24 -300 -5 -401 -72 -255 -236 -447 -474 -557 -132 -62 -201 -76 -368 -76 -167 0 -236 14 -368 76 -213 98 -373 271 -451 485 -162 444 86 934 547 1084 153 49 292 57 452 25z m909 -232 c222 -123 408 -262 593 -441 76 -74 138 -139 138 -144 0 -16 -233 -242 -330 -319 -155 -123 -309 -223 -461 -299 l-81 -41 32 46 c18 26 49 83 70 128 143 306 141 649 -6 957 -25 52 -61 116 -79 142 l-34 47 45 -20 c26 -10 76 -36 113 -56z m-2057 25 c-40 -58 -105 -190 -130 -263 -110 -324 -59 -707 132 -981 25 -35 42 -64 37 -64 -19 0 -241 119 -326 174 -188 122 -406 314 -532 468 l-58 71 108 103 c185 178 428 349 672 473 66 33 121 60 123 61 2 0 -10 -19 -26 -42z\"\/><path d=\"M2375 1950 c-198 -44 -350 -190 -395 -379 -18 -76 -8 -221 19 -290 114 -284 457 -406 731 -260 98 52 188 154 231 260 27 69 37 214 19 290 -38 163 -166 304 -326 360 -67 23 -215 33 -279 19z\"\/><\/g><\/svg><\/i> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" alt=\"Loading\" src=\"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/plugins\/page-views-count\/ajax-loader-2x.gif\" border=0 \/><\/p><div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So far in my life I have had only two celebrity crushes. I am talking major feelings, posters all over the room, knowing about every single work of theirs. That kind. It is so much fun to do it. Project all the infatuation onto a real person but know for sure that it will never reach them. It is a form of unrequited love if you ask me. But it is not the painful kind. It is the playful kind of unrequited love where you know for a fact that the feeling will never be reciprocated. And eventually we grow out of it! <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"920\" height=\"642\" src=\"http:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/crush.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1568\" srcset=\"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/crush.png 920w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/crush-300x209.png 300w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/crush-768x536.png 768w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/crush-850x593.png 850w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 920px) 100vw, 920px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It all started when I was 13. I was introduced the Harry Potter universe. I fell in love with the boy who portrayed Harry Potter. I blame it on the brand new hormones flowing in my system at that time. And I fell hard for this British boy. He was closer to my age at that time. And he was portraying a damaged kid who was exploring a whole new world with almost little help from adults. That felt like me on most days. I dug around trying to watch every single work of his. Daniel Radcliffe till date is trying to break free from the Wizard Boy image. He did some pretty crazy scripts. Movies you can only watch when you are high or tripping on LSD. I watched or tried to watch most of them. People thought I was too obsessed to do so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remember begging my brother to help me download December Boys. It was one of the first movies he did apart from the franchise as far as I could tell. With an eye roll my brother agreed and my whole family made fun of me. Those were some good times to be frank. Makes me smile thinking about how my father would tease me over this. I used to fantasise becoming friends with the boy wonder too. Yeah I was young and stupid thinking a girl from a city in India could befriend a Richie rich kid living in London.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why am I writing this now? Well I just read that Daniel Radcliffe is expecting his first child with his 10 year long partner. So there goes my childhood crush. It was good while it lasted. Not that I ever had any chance. I just have a bucket list wish to meet him in person once. At what point? I have no idea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"914\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-914x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1566\" srcset=\"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-914x1024.png 914w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-268x300.png 268w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-768x860.png 768w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-300x336.png 300w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-850x952.png 850w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image.png 1348w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 914px) 100vw, 914px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you have read till now, you might ask me who the other celebrity crush is. Well that is a bit more recent. It all started when I watched this movie \u201cKaidhi\u201d There was a very scary voiced man in it. Even in that dimly lit movie I thought he looked cute and his voice booming. Arjun Das. Oh where do I even begin with this guy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Everything about that man was Ufff! His voice, his hair, the way he smiled. I fell for him then and there. It feels so childish even saying it out loud. But this guy is perfect for me. His height, weight, voice, all of it. Only thing is he probably does not even know of my existence. Which is a good thing in a way. I can swoon from all this distance and just laugh at my own teen like behaviour. I mean I don\u2019t think he completely does not know of me. We have spoken on the phone once. Way before he became viral. Have to thank a friend who made it happen. And well I have one up over most fan girls I believe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe someday I will try and meet him. That is a bit doable. And when I do, I shall put up another blog post on how it went\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"985\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-985x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1567\" srcset=\"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-985x1024.png 985w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-288x300.png 288w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-768x799.png 768w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-300x312.png 300w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1-850x884.png 850w, https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/image-1.png 1348w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 985px) 100vw, 985px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p id=\"pvc_stats_1310\" class=\"pvc_stats total_only  \" data-element-id=\"1310\" style=\"\"><i class=\"pvc-stats-icon small\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><svg xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" version=\"1.0\" viewBox=\"0 0 502 315\" preserveAspectRatio=\"xMidYMid meet\"><g transform=\"translate(0,332) scale(0.1,-0.1)\" fill=\"\" stroke=\"none\"><path d=\"M2394 3279 l-29 -30 -3 -207 c-2 -182 0 -211 15 -242 39 -76 157 -76 196 0 15 31 17 60 15 243 l-3 209 -33 29 c-26 23 -41 29 -80 29 -41 0 -53 -5 -78 -31z\"\/><path d=\"M3085 3251 c-45 -19 -58 -50 -96 -229 -47 -217 -49 -260 -13 -295 52 -53 146 -42 177 20 16 31 87 366 87 410 0 70 -86 122 -155 94z\"\/><path d=\"M1751 3234 c-13 -9 -29 -31 -37 -50 -12 -29 -10 -49 21 -204 19 -94 39 -189 45 -210 14 -50 54 -80 110 -80 34 0 48 6 76 34 21 21 34 44 34 59 0 14 -18 113 -40 219 -37 178 -43 195 -70 221 -36 32 -101 37 -139 11z\"\/><path d=\"M1163 3073 c-36 -7 -73 -59 -73 -102 0 -56 133 -378 171 -413 34 -32 83 -37 129 -13 70 36 67 87 -16 290 -86 209 -89 214 -129 231 -35 14 -42 15 -82 7z\"\/><path d=\"M3689 3066 c-15 -9 -33 -30 -42 -48 -48 -103 -147 -355 -147 -375 0 -98 131 -148 192 -74 13 15 57 108 97 206 80 196 84 226 37 273 -30 30 -99 39 -137 18z\"\/><path d=\"M583 2784 c-38 -19 -67 -74 -58 -113 9 -42 211 -354 242 -373 16 -10 45 -18 66 -18 51 0 107 52 107 100 0 39 -1 41 -124 234 -80 126 -108 162 -133 173 -41 17 -61 16 -100 -3z\"\/><path d=\"M4250 2784 c-14 -9 -74 -91 -133 -183 -95 -150 -107 -173 -107 -213 0 -55 33 -94 87 -104 67 -13 90 8 211 198 130 202 137 225 78 284 -27 27 -42 34 -72 34 -22 0 -50 -8 -64 -16z\"\/><path d=\"M2275 2693 c-553 -48 -1095 -270 -1585 -649 -135 -104 -459 -423 -483 -476 -23 -49 -22 -139 2 -186 73 -142 361 -457 571 -626 285 -228 642 -407 990 -497 242 -63 336 -73 660 -74 310 0 370 5 595 52 535 111 1045 392 1455 803 122 121 250 273 275 326 19 41 19 137 0 174 -41 79 -309 363 -465 492 -447 370 -946 591 -1479 653 -113 14 -422 18 -536 8z m395 -428 c171 -34 330 -124 456 -258 112 -119 167 -219 211 -378 27 -96 24 -300 -5 -401 -72 -255 -236 -447 -474 -557 -132 -62 -201 -76 -368 -76 -167 0 -236 14 -368 76 -213 98 -373 271 -451 485 -162 444 86 934 547 1084 153 49 292 57 452 25z m909 -232 c222 -123 408 -262 593 -441 76 -74 138 -139 138 -144 0 -16 -233 -242 -330 -319 -155 -123 -309 -223 -461 -299 l-81 -41 32 46 c18 26 49 83 70 128 143 306 141 649 -6 957 -25 52 -61 116 -79 142 l-34 47 45 -20 c26 -10 76 -36 113 -56z m-2057 25 c-40 -58 -105 -190 -130 -263 -110 -324 -59 -707 132 -981 25 -35 42 -64 37 -64 -19 0 -241 119 -326 174 -188 122 -406 314 -532 468 l-58 71 108 103 c185 178 428 349 672 473 66 33 121 60 123 61 2 0 -10 -19 -26 -42z\"\/><path d=\"M2375 1950 c-198 -44 -350 -190 -395 -379 -18 -76 -8 -221 19 -290 114 -284 457 -406 731 -260 98 52 188 154 231 260 27 69 37 214 19 290 -38 163 -166 304 -326 360 -67 23 -215 33 -279 19z\"\/><\/g><\/svg><\/i> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" alt=\"Loading\" src=\"https:\/\/aratrikaspeaks.com\/wp-content\/plugins\/page-views-count\/ajax-loader-2x.gif\" border=0 \/><\/p>\n<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p>So far in my life I have had only two celebrity crushes. I am talking major feelings, posters all over the room, knowing about every single work of theirs. That kind. It is so much fun to do it. 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